Welcome to my shit blog.
I'm Victoria a 19 year old fatty girl that doesn't take shit from nobody. Yet i still think I'm pretty lame.
Its incredible how very simple things annoy me and frustrate me so easily. They want me to make a kaleidoscope for college (yeah i know) and im almost crying because im a huge inept at everything i attempt even if its painfully simple. I am so, so bad at everything thats arts and crafts-y or at model buildings or anything that requires me cutting and measureing.
This is literally the reason why im repeating this class. And this teacher is way more dumbed down than my last one, (last teacher made me do buildings and such, and i barely even knew what to do) but that doesnt mean I am better at this, and it frustrates me so much because its something so easy and i cant do it. It almost feels like a joke.
I dont know how people can do all these things. I barely can draw anyway. I dont know if its a perception problem but its making me very angry and making me look like a huge idiot. I just dont know what to do.